No. 6

All he wanted you to do is stay, Nezumi.

Why couldn't you understand that?

Why did you leave instead?

How could you leave after everything you  guys had gone through?

And act like nothing big just happened?

What is it really inside your heart?

What were you thinking?

Did you care or did you not?

Why are you so complicated?

Why are you so hard to read?

Do you really hate being too attached to someone?

Or are you just in denial?

How long do you plan for Shion (and me) to wait?

When are you coming back?

And why am I getting so emotional over this?

;(

Karneval

I don't know how I should start this.
Hmm...
Hmm....
Hmm....
I....I....I....
I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SERIESSSS OHMYGODDD
Like everything about it.
The characters, the animation, the manga, the plot, the humour, the voices, the songs.
EVERYTHING!

Gareki is such a tsundere. Him blushing is just-! And the way he cares about Nai, I can't-
Yogi is so adorable whether in Nyanperona form or his silver form (damn attractive) or in his usual self. I loveee his clinginesss towards everyone and how much he's afraid of Akari-sensei.
Tsukumo-chan is so clueless and I love how she can keep that straight face of her while doing something funny.
Hirato is a gentleman and not to mention, ugh- hot. I love how he always teases Akari-sensei and brings out sensei's tsundere side. Awhh :') And he has Sebastian's voice. Sebastian and Hirato-san are so similar so it's like Sebastian makes an appearance in this series.
Akari-sensei is so strict but still emotionally attached to the tiny Niji animal. Stop it, Akari-sensei! That's too adorable for me to handle!
I love Karoku's fatherly love towards Nai. (Though I hate him at first) He's charming! Please be my husband, Karoku!
(so many good-looking guys in the series)


And and and and~~!!!

My most favourite, Nai-chan!

I love Nai like a mother T-T
He's my baby! He's so tiny and cute and innocent and naive and ugh- I want to hug him to sleep.
Sing him lullaby and then cuddled him to death.

The fact that Nai is not a human and actually a Niji animal makes me go even crazier.
Like, can you get any more cuter??
You're like a pet cat. I want to pat you and caress your fur until you fall asleep and bite your ears!

NAI-CHANNNN T-T
Mommy wants to hug youuuu!


I don't know why I am so attached to this creature.
I almost dropped a tear when Karoku kicked him when he was sleeping.
Like what the hell do you think you're doing Karoku?!
He was sleeping soundly. Innocently. And you kicked him like that??
Sampai terpelanting!
And you slapped him! You told him to leave the room!

NoOOOOooOoOOoo ;____;


It's too much for my kokoro to handle. Nai-chan doesn't deserve any violent actions.

And Gareki wasn't around for him.

Nai-chan's reaction was heart breaking too.
He didn't cry.
He was like -

"Karoku was still confused"

"Karoku is  still recovering"

"It's okay. He still needs time to accept me"

Though his face showed that he's hurt.

;_____;


Nai-chan, come here. Gareki may not be around.
But onee-san is always here to give you a warm hug :')

Akatsuki No Yona

People are like 'Hak is so cool!'"Hak is bae," and yada yada

Mehhh.

I know he's all cool and handsome and strong and kind  and protective and yeah insert all the good criteria of a man you wish for.

But.

I can't help to see him as a TYPICAL HEROIC GUY in any anime.

He's awesome and amazing, I admit that but there's nothing special about him. Seriously.

AND AND AND ANDDD

HOW CAN PEOPLE HATE SOO WON?!

People are like 'Soo Won please go die' and any other cruel words.

How could they say that??? T^T

I know people hate him because he killed the king. He freaking killed his friend's father.

Damn! What a badass!

I hate him at first because he's so elegant and kind and pretty and doesn't look manly at all.

Like what the hell does Yona see in him??


BUT BUT BUT he was so badass when he killed the King and I couldn't help to fall in love with the evil him.

Like WOOOOOO!

Who would have thought the elegant and angelic Soo Won would do something that evil??

I'm sorry I underestimated you, Soo Won! You are my most fav right now!

Damn I can't even explain how amazed I am with this guy.

He's the real bae ok!

He can look all pure and innocent and the next thing I know he already has the tip of his sword pierced through King Il's chest! Uargh! What a great turn of event!

I feel like those eyes are seeing through my soul. So evil.

I hate how people unfairly judge him. I know he did something bad but don't overlook his good qualities. He might look skinny and weak but he has swordmanship skill. He's intelligent!Soo Won will be a great king!

He's awesome since he was a kid. One word of him can make the whole town move!

Soo Won must have missed Hak :'(

It must be lonely for you when your childhood friend left you.

You're not evil. You killed out of revenge and that's all.

The love you have for your friend is real.

But that's what you get for killing the King, Soo Won.

I really hope Hak will return to the castle and be friends with him again. T-T

Uuuuu.

Even if the whole world turns their back against you, Soo Woon,

You still have me :'))))

NO. 6

I've never been soooo obsessed with guyxguy relationships but these two guys make me fangirl so much my kokoro hurts!
How can a friendship between two guys be this sweet??
The series is not about shounen ai (boys love) at all but their relationship is soooo beautiful I'm crying rainbows! T-T

Nezumi is a really cold, pessimistic guy who only cares about himself. But then he meets the optimistic and air-headed Shion who is a total opposite of him and they become so attached to each other. I love how Nezumi reminds Shion to stay as the air-headed Shion after all the things they will be going through.

It was heartbreaking to see Nezumi's reaction when Shion killed a person T-T
I mean, Nezumi is a guy full with negativity and thinks that the kindness that Shion shows are stupid and useless in the hopeless and devastating city they are living in, West Block. But he still wants Shion to keep that kindness and stay the way he is. He doesn't want Shion to change. Awww.

 The way he looks at Shion and caresses his hair is just -

And yesss. They did kiss (surprisingly for a non-BL series).
But the kiss wasn't because of sexual attraction or out of romanticism.
It was  "an act of an unashamed honesty and a tribute to the person he adores".
It was a goodbye kiss before the went separate ways T-T
It was truly beautiful it was hard to find it disgusting.

Awww.

Just marry me, Nezumi :')

Donten Ni Warau

Shirasuuuuuu T^T
How could u do this to meeeeee?? Why did u kill yourselfffff??
You broke my heart to million pieces T__T
You are my most favourite character so please don't play with my feelings!
I know you turned into a bad guy but I JUST DONT FREAKING CARE!
I still love you nevertheless.
I love the caring and protecting you.
And I love the badass you.
My love for you is so pure and never ending.
Dakara douuuushiteeeee :(


I know what you did was bad. Like, you killed their parents and uhh mann that was unforgivable O_o

But but buttt
All you had been showing for the past ten years was kindness and loyalty.
You deserve a second chance.
You should've just asked for forgiveness and DONE SOMETHING ELSE RATHER THAN JUMPING OFF A CLIFF FOR GOD'S SAKE!

UGH!